this me.. our riddle..

i suddenly feel so upset.
your presence always stirs me. its only when u dont make your presence will i den feel a peace of mind. everytime u appear, im confused. ): sigh sigh.. what a riddle..
mayb some things dont have to be said. like how i read you so well that perhaps you tend to feel naked? haha.. i truly dunno.. but i guess that was really a thing of the past already.. perhaps this is.. wait, its jus me.. you know it yourself.

oh well.. hearing from my siblings it seems like moulin rouge is making its way on Tv today.. oh how i love that show the first time i laid my eyes on it.. the music is soothin to my ears.. and everything everything felt by nicole kidman.. was jus exactly how i felt when i feel in love with my first love.. that dreamy feeling.. where he promises everything.. and he gives up his everything to be with you... jus for that one night... i wished i could relive certain parts in my life.. den mayb life now will b really different.. (: haha. but be contented with whatever you have.



God.. (: Lead me.